Growing.

I almost made the same mistake I made two months ago, what was I thinking? Him? Again? No, no. Why would I be his girlfriend again after all he have done anyway! He's the most disgusting person I ever meet (It's obvious that we are talking about Federico, isn't it?). When Natalia decides to not give him any chances, he searchs for the easy way, go out with me. I am not a Burguer King, that you go when Mc Donalds is closed, dear; I said to him in a text message. And I think I did right, because I am not his toy, I am not the toy that he can play with when he gets bored. I am a person, with feelings, feelings that can not change in one day. So, I am done with him. And when, for some reason, I think of going back with him, I only have to read what I wrote on Wednesday, October 29, and just remember all the things he have done to me and to all the people I care. So then, and just then, I feel I have decided well. Occasionally, I feel again the obsession I had for him about three months ago, and then all I want is being with him, and make the whole world dissapears. But that is never going to happen, I am never going to let it happen. I am growing. Growing, like all the people do, when their time comes.